World Autism Awareness Day

I believe in confirmations from the Lord that I’m on the right track. And lately, with the hardships my family has experienced, I needed a little boost of confidence.

Today is Autism Awareness Day. It’s a very special day for me because I am a Mom of twin adults (age 19) with autism.


L to R: Isaac (with Chevy) and Isaiah (with Jake)

And it’s also a special day because I received my contract from Beacon Hill Press to write my proposed book, Pie in the Sky: A message of Hope, Healing and Hallelujahs for families living with autism.


My sell sheet book cover

You might call it a coincidence that the contract arrived TODAY, on Autism Awareness Day, but I don’t believe too much in coincidences. I’m one of those faith people. I believe that when a soul talks to God, He talks back.

I’m excited, yes, but I’m more concerned that I get this book right. That it touches lives and helps people. That it makes a difference.

If you’re a family living with autism, I’d love your input. What do you need this book to address?

If you’re a friend and know someone with autism, what questions do you have?

If you’re a church and you want to know more about how to reach families living with autism — shoot me your questions!

I am constantly amazed when I look at the world around me at the Lord’s ability to pay attention to us individually. His Presence is the most precious thing to me. And I covet your prayers that I’ll continue to seek Him and write what HE wants me to write in this book.

Thank You, God, for being so big and able, and yet so personal to order our steps and speak to us where we are.


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God’s Unexpected Blessings


A week ago today I was feeling rather low. I even blogged about it I was feeling so bad.

Then, one blessing after another flowed into my life in unexpected ways.

I got good news.

A check came in the mail.

And by sheer Providence, I got to meet Temple Grandin and interview her face to face for a full 45 minutes!


Temple talking to me!

45 minutes, people! 45 minutes! ME!

Why? Because the other media failed to show up. So there I was, at the media meet and greet and it was just Temple and me, shootin’ the breeze about everything from autism to chickens to Australia.

I will be writing a series of articles on Temple and will share them with you as I get them published. There is a preliminary article here: Exclusive: Temple Grandin named Manchester University Innovator of the Year.


I forgot to tell her to smile!

If you read last week’s post, you know that I had a talk with the Lord and He assured me I could trust Him with my life and I agreed to put it in His hands. (Why I keep taking it back as if I have a better idea than God remains a mystery. I’m fallible. And badly in need of a merciful God.)

I guess more than I agreed to trust Him was that I agreed to stop fretting. I had to make myself rest in His assurance that He was in control and everything was going to be fine.

And then this happened.


Publicity photo

I’m so glad I can trust Him even when it doesn’t make sense.

This trust thing isn’t just for me. It’s for anyone who’s willing to rest in Him. Give it a try. You’ll be amazed at the things God has in store for you.

Just. Rest.


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Autism and First Place Chili


Isaiah (L) and Isaac (R) Chili Champs three years running!

We’ve had a chili-cook-off tradition at our church for the past seven years or so. For the past three years my twin sons with autism have won first place!

The first year, they used my recipe and I guided them through the process. The second year their Dad’s recipe was used and Dad entered with them.

Last night they entered by themselves with Mom’s recipe and won again!

Isaac did all the veggie chopping himself with our Vidalia Onion Chopper.

VidaliaChopWizard3I don’t know what the secret to our chili is. I think it’s a pretty basic recipe. We make it just hot enough to sting a little, but not enough to make people run for the water fountain. We do live in the north. I think our chili is milder than those in Texas. However, I do love the tickle if cayenne pepper in my nose, don’t you?


My secret ingredient? I think it might be butter. My secret recipe sautes the onions and peppers in butter. I also use a very high quality beef grown locally and humanely.

What’s the secret ingredient in your chili?


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Autism + blizzard + flu = one tired Mama!

So, I now have two sick autie men (my kids with autism are 19 now), and there’s a blizzard outside.

What could be more fun, right?


I’m supposed to be working on two overdue manuscripts, but instead I’m feeding chicken soup to the two curled up together watching Downton Abbey. That’s not all bad, I suppose.


But books and stories don’t write themselves. And while everyone else is snoozing and snuggling, and watching TV, I’m off to the office to feel sorry for myself that I can’t snooze and snuggle, too.

Oh, poor me. First World problems.

I’ll just remind myself I’m not out digging ditches in that blizzard. That should do it.

What do you do to motivate yourself to keep writing on lazy-feeling days?

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The perfect conditions for treating a patient with autism


Lutheran Hospital Fort Wayne, Indiana

I have long wanted to write a book for the medical community about how to deal with patients with autism. Our normal experiences with medical personnel as the twins were growing up, were less than admirable. Autism wasn’t known about as much as it is now. And I’m happy to report, after our experiences last Wednesday, that I have come up with the perfect formula for successfully treating a patient with autism.


Isaiah and a nurse

  • Order up a huge snowstorm. If you do that, the hospital will be overstaffed and there will be a minimum amount of patients because most of them will call in and reschedule their procedure. Because we were there when hardly anyone else was, Isaiah had plenty of nurses and attention.

A cozy nook I didn’t get to use. Oh well. Maybe next time.

  • Check into a cozy hotel. Because of the snowstorm we drove to Fort Wayne the night before so we wouldn’t be unable to get there for the procedure. Isaiah had worked himself up quite a bit, and delaying this would not have served him well. So we got to spend a “bonding” night together at a local hotel. Now, Isaiah is very familiar with staying at hotels because we travel a lot. For regular kids with autism not accustomed to travel, it would have been very stressful. It was actually stress-reducing for us because we didn’t have to rush around in the snow (we live about 45 minutes away from the hospital and the hotel was only about five minutes away).

A lovely breakfast buffet — alas, we couldn’t partake! (Isaiah wasn’t allowed to eat.)

  • Be prepared for blood-curdling screams. Because the room where they prepped Isaiah was almost empty, his howls when they put in the I.V. only scared about 1.5 patients. I checked, and no one ran away in terror, so that’s good. Plus, he had plenty of nurses to comfort him once the I.V. went in. He was spoiled big time because they were over-staffed.
  • Let the patient take lots of pictures of surgeons and doctors. Because it was a slow snow day, the doctors were very laid back and allowed us to stay with Isaiah in the procedure room until he was asleep! That never happens, as you know. They also took time to pose for pictures. They got to know Isaiah as a person. That can’t always happen in a busy hospital.

Isaiah with Dr. Ahmed. Isaiah becomes attached to those who are his doctors or caregivers. He wanted a picture with everyone.

  • Profusely thank all the nurses. In recovery Isaiah had six or seven nurses paying attention to him. He thanked each and every one. It was precious and he was the rock star of the day.

Isaiah shook hands with and thanked every single nurse.

As you can see, having your offspring with autism treated well, simply takes ordering up a mega-snowstorm from the weather guy or gal. No biggie. You can handle that. After all, you’re a parent with autism — you’re accustomed to serving up miracles.

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Hallelujah! We have poop!

hallelujahHey, when you live with autism, you get excited about some strange stuff.

This week I’m jumping for joy about poop.

I’m not saying that when Isaiah woke me up first thing Friday with — “Mom! I pooped in the hat!” that it’s my favorite way to wake up.

But let me tell you, it was a long-awaited event.


The Hat

Isaiah has been sick since October. We haven’t been able to figure out what’s going on. He’s been losing weight and his stools are very loose. He gets tired easy. The next step in pinning down a diagnosis was to get a stool sample. Which he refused to give us.

He’s eighteen. How do I force him to give me poop?

He was terrified of pooping in “the hat.” I called the nurse and asked for an alternative method. Nothing doing. It had to go in the hat and I had to scoop it out and put it in four different vials.


Weeks later there was still no poop.

We had an intervention. We sat him down and explained to him that he MUST poop in the hat. His twin brother told him that he wanted him to go back to school with him (he is in home-bound education until we clear this up).

I don’t know how, or why, but the next morning — HE DID IT!

And I had the pleasure of, er, collecting it.


So now we wait for news back. Hopefully it will reveal answers. Otherwise he has to have a endoscopy and if you know anything about autism, you know that it will be terrifying for him.

Here are some pics of his Grandma helping him endure another scan. He’s had three. Each time they have to put in an IV. And he’s terrified of them.

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How do you help your child with disabilities endure an illness? How do you cope?

Autism weekends


Weekends and autism are a challenge.

Weekends mean less structure. And Saturdays usually end up with the twins fighting.

Even though they’re 18, they still fight. Developmentally they are only about 8 or 9 years old. And I have to remember that.  Add autism to the mix and it’s just not the kind of dynamic that’s by any means “normal” for them. There is no normal in autism. There is no typical. Autism is unpredictable.


I’m trying out some apps to help us get more structure to our weekends and evenings. But being tech challenged (I’m not as bad as most but I’m no wizard) something has gone wrong with a wonderful app that was working.

Which teaches me another lesson: no matter how many bells and whistles I throw at this thing called autism, one thing will always, always be required:


If there’s one thing autism has taught me it’s how to prepare for the unexpected. The only way to do this is to remain flexible. Have more than one plan. And execute them one after another.

Sometimes it’s easy to fall into a pity pot and feel sorry for myself. I fight it but to be honest, sometimes it just happens.

Sometimes I’d like to know what it’s like to have a clean house for more than five minutes.

Sometimes I’d like to know what it’s like to ask them to do something and have them do it without constant coaxing.

Sometimes I’d like to be able to be spontaneous and just go to the movies with my husband without making elaborate arrangements for childcare.


But if I keep my focus on their humanity — their beautiful spirits, and realize that as hard as my days are with them, their days with me are just as hard if not harder.

I’m not the one living in the confusing world of autism.

They are.

And that’s when compassion overrides self pity and I can pull myself up and conquer another day.



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Autism app: Chore Pad


This week will be our first week to try Chore Pad to keep track of chores. I will post a review of this app next week.

The twins are 18, but they have developmental delays and need help staying on task. I’m terrible about charts that hang on the fridge. Our lives are so busy that they either get forgotten or fall off. But the twins love their iPads and iPhones and when I stumbled upon this app I was tickled. I introduced it to them today and they already enjoy navigating it and bringing it to me to see what they’ve accomplished.

Chorepad1Description from the iTunes app store:

“Chore Pad HD is a powerful, fun tool for motivating your kids to complete chores. Each child completes their assigned chores to earn stars which are redeemable for rewards that you create! Give bonus stars for a job well done or penalty stars to let your child know they should strive to do better.

Chore Pad HD’s beautiful artwork is fully optimized for the iPad Retina Display. Check out Chore Pad on the iPhone and iPod touch for the same great features in a smaller form factor.”


It has won the following rewards:

Featured by Apple in *Education > New & Noteworthy* in over 20 countries.

148Apps Best App Ever Award
2012 – Won 1st Place in Parenting Category
2011 – Won 2nd Place in Parenting Category
2011 – Received an Honorable Mention in Teaching Category
“Chore Pad HD is fantastic for helping organize the family chores around the house.”
5 star rating and Golden App Award

Feature in top 100 favorite apps for 2011

Money and Kids: Teaching Kids to Earn Money

iPhone Life Magazine
Top pick for most used app by Leigh Shulman, September/October 2011 issue


Other important info:

Use a free Dropbox account to sync your data between all of your Chore Pad installations. Syncing happens automatically whenever you open or close Chore Pad, so keeping up to date with changes is effortless.

Each child has their own card showing their star and checkmark totals under their portrait. Tap a child’s card to show their Chore Chart, where chores are completed to earn stars. Give out bonus stars to acknowledge a job well done or penalty stars to show more effort may be needed. Flip cards over to show stats for today, this week, last week or two weeks ago.


Parent Mode keeps Chore Pad kid-friendly by tucking the important setup features safely away. Use Parent Mode to configure users, chores, rewards, syncing, passcode protection and more!

Your child earns stars as chores are completed, and uses those stars to redeem rewards that you’ve created! Watch happily as your child learns to save up their stars for long-term goals!

Completing chores unlocks trophies over time, which are displayed on each child’s card and in their Chore Chart. A trophy shelf for each child displays their earned trophies!

Each child can select their own theme for their Chore Chart, with nine currently available and more to come!


Create template chores that can be copied to any number of children and customized individually for each. Specify a wide range of repeat intervals, star values and select from dozens of available chore icons.

From the Developers:

We’re here to help! Please don’t hesitate to contact us with any questions, comments or suggestions.

Support Email:
Twitter: @chorepad




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 What do you use to keep track of your child’s chores? How much do you pay per chore? I am paying .50 per star. Is that too much or too little (keeping in mind developmental delays). I’d love your input!


When parents of disabled children kill


I hear it all the time.

A parent gets overwhelmed and they kill their child with a disability because one more day is just too much.

Kelli Stapleton, age 45 of Michigan, wrote on her blog, The Status Woe, in September:  “I have to admit that I’m suffering from a severe case of battle fatigue.”


It was on this blog that she vented about the challenges of raising her 14-year-old daughter, Isabelle, who has a diagnosis of autism and a history of violent outbursts. Something went wrong with her school program and it made things worse.

Why did something go wrong with the school program?

One of the reasons I want my degree in special education is because I have insight as a parent of special needs children.


When will the schools realize that SAMENESS is one of the most important factors in educating students with autism? Especially severe autism? And especially severe autism in the teen years?

Later that day, this Mom and her daughter were found unconscious from carbon monoxide poisoning  in a van in which charcoal was burned with the windows all closed. The child survived and Mom is now in jail awaiting trial.

muchpainI’m not condoning her actions. But I understand what it’s like to lose hope. It’s the worst feeling in the world. You can’t think straight after being pummeled by your child day in and day out with no end in sight. There just isn’t enough support for parents in this country. We love our children. We love having them with us in our home. But where is the support?

School is not enough.


Kelli’s friends are blogging for her now on her blog, and raising money for her legal fees.

Kelli’s Blog: The Status Woe

Fund Raiser: Friends of Kelli Stapleton

And a beautiful blog post about this situation is here: A Line in the Sand. It says so well all that I wanted to say here but couldn’t find the words as my heart breaks for this child and her mother.

Please read it. Even if you have no interest in special needs families. Read it and learn. There are hurting people out there and you just might be an answer to their prayer.




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Christmas Eve traditions


Our family is weird.

But tradition is tradition and when you live with autism, you cling to a tradition that works like Velcro.

Here’s what we’re doing today (although, I admit I’m limited today due to my surgery recovery):

  • Frantically cleaning every corner and wrapping every forgotten gift we can find.
  • I usually cook all day but that won’t happen this year. So I’m going to be directing traffic in the kitchen.
  • The grandchildren will be here so it will be great fun watching them lick the bowls and decorate the cookies. I put out nativity scenes that are made for little hands and I love watching them play with them.
  • Around 4:00 PM, everyone cleans up, dresses up fancy, and gets ready to go to the church Christmas Eve Candlelight Service at 5 PM.

Origin-Christmas-candleAnd here’s where it gets weird.

  • After the service we go to Pizza Hut.


Yeah. I know. Not very dignified are we?

But this has been the tradition in this wee little town since we moved here 14 years ago. We discovered that Pizza Hut is rather empty on Christmas Eve and with two boys with autism, the peace there was perfect. We could feed the kids and grandkids to the gills and enjoy one another’s company. Sometimes if someone shows up to the Christmas Eve service with nowhere to go afterward, we invite them along.


Three of my seven granddaughters: Trinity Grace, Maggie Ellen Faith, Avery Hope

After we get home it’s time to open gifts from out-of-town relatives and friends, and the grandchildren open gifts from us before they go home. There are tons of cookies, egg nog, and other goodies to enjoy before sending them home to their own beds so they can wake up for their own family Christmases.

Do you have a strange family Christmas tradition you enjoy? I’d love to know about it!

Merry Christmas!